Christmas is coming around again, but this year there is no anticipation building up from within. Instead I feel jaded. Sigh.

Yesterday I went out with the boyfriend and got him his early Christmas present. Now for all battle game loving geeks out there, I got him Medieval 2, ok? Because he wanted it and I'm bad at buying gifts so I'd rather he tell me what he wanted and I do the job of paying for it.

Ok, 99% of the time I have a sweet, understanding and caring boyfriend. I know that. Then he gets a new game and goes gaga. Like all other boys. In order to let him continue gaga-ing over his new toy, I'm sitting here, at home, in front of my desktop which is FINALLY up and running again (the graphics card self-destructed), feeling awfully jaded. What a great way to spend my Saturday morning. Could have gone with my dad to my aunt's church wedding (the wedding dinner is tomorrow) but I would have fallen asleep there. Right now, as I'm typing this, I bet he's plotting how to get the Papal State's Inquisitor assasinated. Erm IN THE GAME, not in real life, ok? In the GAME, the moment he got his assasin, he started assasinating merchants and diplomats from other factions, none of which were his rivals (all neutral or allies). I am a nice persion and TRIED to DISCOURAGE him, so I didn't goad him on, ok?

Just to entertain myself, I shall go on a CSI frenzy.

And I need to lose weight. Lots and lots of weight.