Of Allergies, Dislikes and a Highly Irritated Fruitcake
I dont get it, is the sentence "i hate black pepper" so hard to comprehend? I...HATE...BLACK..PEPPER.. To put it really simply, it means i really, really, really, really dislike black pepper to the extent i feel like throwing the food right out the window when i see black pepper. There you go. In case you think im trying to piss the entire world off (which i do think that some people think along those lines), i didnt use those exact words, though now i wish i did. I mean, for YEARS, i've been saying "dont buy anything containing black pepper 'cause i dont eat it" and lo' and behold!! EVERY meal, there's black pepper on the table.
TO begin with, i just came home from a HORRIBLE day in school, got an earful for something over which i had absolutely no control, opened up my dinner (packed and freaking COLD, but im not gg to complain considering i've eaten worse such as SAND) and saw BLACK PEPPER!!! My blood pressure rose, i could feel it rising. And now that im online, there's NO ONE to let me rant to. Damn it... Screw the govt... old man (heh, you know who you are rite? Here's a hint, your name starts with a Z, with the initials of LZY, clear enough? ) isnt around to hear me =( And no one listens. EVER. Forget it, when has the world ever listened to a mumbling, grumbling, annoyed, distraught, highstrung and irritable hag? Im agitated enough to throw a fit, and i really wanna throw a fit. So excuse me for being "childish".
I strongly believe that people around me are enjoying the process of driving me to my grave prematurely. Not that im expected to live long anyway (most of you dont get it, and im not gonna explain... i only know of one person, old man =P , who actually knows what i mean). SO yes, i dont have a long life, so will you people just ignore me and let me die when my time is up, instead of pushing me into the casket!?!?! I dislike something and i get it everyday. Imagine it, if im ALLERGIC to something, i'll get it 24-7!!! Not that im allergy-free, i do actually have my own allergies, except it's not dietary in nature, and my parents dont even know it (and yes, those are my supposed parents. Kinda wish i was picked up from the dumpster). So maybe one day they'll kill me w/o ever knowing it. Ok, so it isnt really that serious an allergy, but you think as parents they'd know. My physical being is extremely sensitive to certain compounds and my "biological" parents dont know about THEM. This is a hell of a joke. So yes, kill me by exposing me to my allergies please.
Going to go cook myself and hopefully die. Cya if im still alive.
I'm a 3rd year student in what is probably the largest autonomous university in Singapore majoring in a Science-related subject (well it sorta IS SCIENCE). I'm known to be introverted, sarcastic (at times), funny when I rant (which isn't a good thing lol) and somewhat of a loner. I miss LA and would move there in a heartbeat :(
