I've been listening to This Never Happened Before continuously (yes, the defected version) and the more I listen to it, the more I miss the currently-non-existent boyfriend. 5 days w/o talking to each other. I wonder if I'd last 5 months (hmmm...)

For now, I am going to start listening to other songs (and the occasional This Never Happened Before because it is such a beautiful song). I reckon the boyfriend doesn't even notice that I've been missing (for now, it'd probably take an orbituary to appear on the front page of every major newspaper in the country for him to take notice). I'll just see how long the 'homo-sapien-girlfriend-doesn't-exist' thing will last.