Yes, the title says it all. Well, pretty much. I'm feeling lethargic, kinda think I slept too much heh. Well I DID NOT get any work done yesterday (just 'cause i wasn't in the mood. And I shall quote myself "My hw beckons to be done, but I'm not in the mood" ) So yes, that means today I am going to have to slog my guts out. There's Econs S, Econs, Math, Math WS, Chem Supp and Chem. Shoot me, someone, just shoot the hell out of me. Lol.
Somehow, I'm not freaking out yet, yup, but I will definitely freak out when night falls. >.< I wanna watch the Interpreter but since people born in my decade (narrowly defined lol, which means plus-minus 2 years) seem disinterested in it, I think I will have to watch it alone. Geez, haven't done that in ages, ages meaning 4 years. Lol, yup, I used to make a habit out of doing that, well I used to have a cinema at White Sands!! Not anymore, bother... Will see if I can drag myself to the theatre next Friday/Saturday. Or should i get the piracted VCD? Haha, breaking the damn law, ok, I'll be nice and NOT break any laws =)
My dreams the past couple of nights have been rather interesting. Not scary, just interesting. The whole remembering dreams thing is strange to me, 'cause I'm the type who forgets everything the moment I wake up. So yea, I've been dreaming of death. Cool, huh? Death. Kinda sketchy to me, but the only thing I know was in my damn dreams would be death. Cool... now to decipher what it means. Of course, I've heard the whole thing about dream analysis and heard people tell me that deaths in a dream means a new beginning. So, if that's true, what kinda new beginning would there be? *ponders* I'm just waiting for my sadistic dreams to return so I can wake up in the morning, feeling disturbed. Sadly, that hasn't happened in about 3 years. Don't ask me how and why I remember, I just do. Lol.
I'm thinking of getting my PW grades re-marked. For a hefty price of $168 per PERSON. Screw MOE, I'd say. But still, I do think I deserve that elusive Band 1 (only in TJC, apparently, it's in ABUNDANCE in the other JCs). $168 to move up one band, will it be worth it? Plus I don't have a guarantee that I WILL get that Band 1. =( Last night, I was told that it isn't going to be worth it since a Band 2 isn't all that different from a Band 1. But still, I feel indignant. If I do get my Band 1 after the re-marking, I would have paid $168 for my sense of self-worth, a perfect grade which i think i deserve, as well as a boost to my self-esteem (which I need rather badly at this point in time). If I don't get what I want, I would have paid $168 for nothing. Makes you re-think whether to send it in or not huh? That's their bloody objective (MOE). After screwing us up, they're now trying to shut us up.
I'm a 3rd year student in what is probably the largest autonomous university in Singapore majoring in a Science-related subject (well it sorta IS SCIENCE). I'm known to be introverted, sarcastic (at times), funny when I rant (which isn't a good thing lol) and somewhat of a loner. I miss LA and would move there in a heartbeat :(
