Before I type anything, lemme clarify that although this post was dated 28 Dec, it was only typed on the 29th
Now that we've got that settled, let's get started, shall we?
I am "blogging" via PAPER now. Can you imagine that? "Blogging" from a piece of foolscap paper. Seriously, how pathetic can that get?
Yes I am currently cut away from the rest of the world (I'm exaggerating , a little). No computer. No telephone (land line). No tv. I am feeling so bored, I wish
Someone (aka YOU) would come charging in on a white stallion to relieve me of my boredom
My computer would MAGICALLY set up on its own so I regain connection OR
Someone would put me out of my misery, aka KILL ME!!
At least I now have the chance ot practice my wiriting, although writing on a bad isn't exactly doing it (handwriting) any justice (not that it was BEAUTIFUL to begin with).
My room is somewhat...I guess, 80% painted. I have to admit the colour is darker than expected, but I guess there is a price to pay for wanting something that isn't pastel-like. Not that I dislike pastel colours. But I have to acknowledge that it isn't completed. The furniture isn't arranged, the extra table lamps aren't plugged in, the curtains aren't up. Colour looked good on the brochure, but the brochure had beautiful furniture too, something I am not blessed to have because my furniture wasn't chosen by my parents on the virtue that the slob got this particular set. YUCK! My parents keep trying to make me regret my choice of colours. So do the damn painters. I mean, if I were to regret anything, let me do it ON MY OWN. Plus, there has to be a first time for everything, and that includes getting a darker colour on your walls and (probably) regretting it later.
Did you know that boredom can drive people to tears? I am one fine example of that, if I'm considered human. I am so bored I could cry. I am so bored a stake through my heart actually sounds appealing.
Someone (YOU) keeps telling me to sleep since I'm that bored. I'm about to have a horrible night. I have nothing to lean against when I sleep (thinking of it makes me wanna weep. Ok, I'm a crybaby, so what? You got a problem with that?!?!?). I have a strong painty smell in my room. I have absolutely NO privacy as the curtains are not up.
I am always somewhat bored, computer/internet or not. But the lack of it/them accentuates this sense of boredom. It's not that I can't live without them. It's just that they've always been around it's heard to deal with their absence.
I just realised. I will be sleeping under the ceiling fan again. When I first moved in, I did the same thing, although I am now perpendicular to that particular postion. Back then, in '96, I kept thinking of monsters under the bed and ceiling fans dropping on me. I am in for such a long night, if you get what I mean.My handwriting is barely legible now. I have an ulcer under my tongue in the far left corner, which makes it hard to apply the medication YOU got me.
Speaking of YOU, I am in for "Meet my side of the world" round 3. Ahh... First, it was "Meet my family", then "Meet my friends". And now it's "Meet my Ah-Mah(grandmother)"?? YOU've only been though 2 rounds; "Meet my mother" and "Meet the rest of my family". My life is one big stressball! YOU're lucky YOU haven't gone through "Meet my squad mates" because I am sceptical if YOU will walk out of there alive. Plus we don't meet that often. On the other hand, YOU have a higher probability of meeting the 4E2'2002 "bao" (bun) family,a lthough I don't even remember what bun I'm supposed to be. Is it "rou4 bao1"? (Meat bun) Elaine (char siew bun??), tell me!
Crazy month. All 3 rounds within 3 weels. If you expect me to go through round 4 ("meet my other relatives???") next month duriung the lunar new year, please get sedatives ready 'cause I might become wonky from all that stress! (I'm exaggerating, will do it if YOU insist *mock resentment*) Will stop now. My paper is out of space. Will write tomorrow
I'm a 3rd year student in what is probably the largest autonomous university in Singapore majoring in a Science-related subject (well it sorta IS SCIENCE). I'm known to be introverted, sarcastic (at times), funny when I rant (which isn't a good thing lol) and somewhat of a loner. I miss LA and would move there in a heartbeat :(
