It's starting to sink in, that dreadful feeling that you don't want to do what you have to do. For me, that means going for classes and keeping up with lessons. That earlier inertia and dread has given way to even more dread (ok, this doesn't sound right) and a general tendency to want to find some hole in the ground and hide.

I had some difficulty getting out of bed today, which really has been going on since the new semester started. I don't normally have trouble getting out of bed, but it's gotten quite bad such that I now have to set my alarm to go off 30mins before it usually would, to give myself some allowance to wallow in bed and think about how much I would pay to sleep for another 2 hours.

Maybe it's because I have morning classes all semester long this time around. I wish life were a little less dreadful and stressful, don't we all?

Some of my classes are nothing but a blur to me, I want to try harder but I can't seem to find the energy to do so. At least I can take heart in the fact that cell biology and experimental cell and molecular biology aren't that hard to understand, they just require lots of hard work (where I'm going to find the hard work... well let's just say I'm still working on that).

Anyway, former Indonesian president Suharto passed away last night. Didn't know much about him except for this corruption scandals and I THINK he was the one who ended Konfrantasi.

I haven't done any current affairs related posts in a really long time, the most interesting thing going on would probably have to be the Presidential elections in the USA, and the looming recession in the world economy (how the Singapore government can still tell her citizens that we won't get thrown into the recession should the US enter one amazes me, the country is too dependent on the USA to escape unhurt, not to mention we've got BILLIONS of dollars (taxpayer's money) all stuck in Citigroup. )

Alright, I need to go shower and get cracking.